Its not that hard to walk away and underneath I know I will not enjoy this car as much as most people may. Im not saying its not a good car, it is a good car, and certainly for the supposed base price it would have been. However it, and probably no car this side of 150k will be an amazing car to me and thats my fault, not the cars.
My living circumstances and location also hinder me from enjoying most cars that wide....
So I think the thing is, part of me wants it.... heart maybe... but my head tells me its not a good idea.... This is the internal struggle.
Then, well, if I walk away, I'd still like to sell it and make up for the experience....
But I also think maybe a few days driving it around france may perhaps make me change my almost made up mind..
So yes, all a bit of a mess